81 days!

I am seriously freaking out!!!
Now Katie is sick, she has a strep throat and was throwing up last night. I just hope I'm not getting it! Cannot have it 2 weeks before my vacation I'm so excited for!!
Then today I started to think about that whole university thing next year and I'm kinda freaking out...
I have absolutely no idea what to study and if I'm interested in sth I would need like a grade average of 1,5 or so. Sorry I'm not a nerd -.- Sooo I am kinda totally overwhelmed and frustrated right now! Don't really wanna think about it anymore tho I know I have to someday... Maybe I should have listened to my mom when she always told me to study hard! ;) Too late now I fear... Hindsight is easier than foresight.. (=Hinterher ist man immer klüger.)
At least I can look forward to the weekend!! We'll have 30°C and hopefully I'm going downtown with Lisa on Sunday! Gotta get outta here to take my mind off things...
I don't even wanna think about German right now, I guess u probably noticed that...
I just wish things would work out like I want them to -.-
Heading to bed!!

Night night
Love&Miss u!
SOphia